This is crazy.. Or not. By the way, Miley Cyrus and Obama also have You Tube videos singing “Call Me Maybe” aside from Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez, and our very own Georgina Wilson, Solenn, Anne Curtis and company plus the boys. Haha! :D
Thesis, thesis, thesis. Everyone is talking about it and I don’t think it is just me not being soo as in making it a big deal. I mean everyone of us have deadlines and time to make it and the pressure to finish the final draft of the book by prelims. I don’t know why some things changed all of a sudden. Well, maybe thesis activities are just starting to really sink in, but the thing is, I don’t want to stress myself because of it and just try to balance serious work and other fun activities instead. I don’t know why it feels like soo different right now. Sometimes I just want to go home even if I really want to stay and that’s because if certain things. I want to talk to certain people, but I can’t. There is a thought and that instinct that I better refuse it. I feel so limited and I don’t like that. I am thinking of just doing things on my own instead of the usual thing. Maybe now is the time for me to be more independent. Not neccessarily to be a loner, but to be someone who can do things without informing others and not having some people around to spend time with. Maybe this would be less fun, but maybe this could help me to focus more and gradually erase some thoughts in mind. Spontaneous as I could be with friends, I will still keep that this time. If I’ve been saying that I would only do some things if and only if I have a friend or someone I know with me, maybe this is the practice and prepation for my future. I am not saying that I will avoid the things that would come by, but maybe it will be with less conversation or just a self control to not to attach myself too much with people. It is really painful to accept the fact that in this world, nothing is permanent. Trust me. We have and live our own lives. We can do and strive for anything we want and spend our lives the way we want it to be. No one can dictate to us what to do. No one can control our thoughts and feelings.
Okay, now it’s 5:21 AM. It’s a rainy morning. Time to sleep after a long late at night/ morning ghost stories and weird happenings in life and near to death events and champorado with Bear brand powdered milk with ate Carmie and Frances, her friend from Canada. ;) True to life stories, Insidious, unwanted noise and feelings.. The creepy thing that happened started it all. I don’t want to experience it or the one before (again) if it was real. The creepy campus of Miriam when I was in high school, and now, the CCTV story and the ones we experienced first hand in the fire exit of Beato Angelico Building in UST now in college. I don’t want to be somewhere alone with total strangers maybe in Vietnam, Japan, Germany, or Sesena, Italy after I graduate, or before! Ghost town, I might have wanted to be in a place with no people outside, so peaceful, ghost town for some, but now I realize it and understand why they don’t want to be in that kind of place. Creepy. That’s all. Keep safe everyone! Wherever and whenever. Live life to the fullest! Enjoy life! :D Life is good. Lif is great! :D Enkpy what it has to offer! :) God bless! Good night and sweet dreams! No classes for two consecutive days! Carpe diem! ;)